Friday, July 27, 2007

Persiapan Terakhir....

Salam....These dayz are the dayz for the last preparation of our PART 3 exam.......takut oooo....rasanyer tak pernah rasa setakut nie....Tapi , takpelah....bak kata pakar motivasi, untuk mengelakkan stress, kita jangan terlalu meletakkan expectation yang tinggi....kita hanya perlu berusaha bersungguh2...yang selebihnya, itu aalah kerja Dia....Allah penentu segalanya.....
Ya Allah...permudahkanlah perjalanan hidup kami pada 28 hb Julai 2007 nanti.....

Monday, July 23, 2007

Alamak.....Takutnyer...

Salam. Countdown to our PART 3 exam.......on this Saturday. Tak dapat nak bayangkan bagaimana perasaan sekarang nie. Nervous....scared.....excited.....cold....panic...Did I have done the revision very well?....or is it as the same as the previos one?....Alamak.....the critical time dah melanda....dengar kengkawan cuti....huhuhuhu...kita baru tukar tempat kerja baru....tokleh nak cuti. So, discuss ngan collegues, depa bagi concentrate kat study start Wednesday nie....Alhamdulillah dapat kengkawan yang understanding.....balik rumah pun kena study galz....layan anak2 lagie....Kami sit for the exam serentak.....So, bagi2lah kerja rumah n study....Harap2 lepas lah tahun nie....Kengkawan yang baca blog nie, tolonglah sama2 doakan kami yae...... Syllibus banyak lagi yang tak sentuh.....STA, Land Code, By-Law......Contract.
Siapa kata exam nie senang jer kalau kita practice....tu satu jangkaan yang sememangnyer salah......Kalau kita hanya jaga project sebuah banglo....yes...untuk isi logbook mungkin buleh...tapi untuk ke exam......tak!!!!! Kena understand all scenario.....contohnyer...kena tahu proses registration kat LAM.....get appointment with client....kena tahu arch act 117 and arch rules 1996....which inclusive of COPC....COEngagement.....Scale of Minimum Fees....MOA...dah tu kena faham type of arch. practice....kena tau HDA Sales & Purchase Agreement....Schedule G & H......Status yang membolehkan architect certify.....developer can claim from purchaser......(tu kalau hanya buat project commercial atau banglo, kena study giler2....)....Building By-Law?!!!!! huhuhuhuhu....
Certification....and action to be taken masa comtractual management.....huhuhuhu, banyak lagie.....Saiful cam okay jer.....tapi izan tau, die pun tengah kalut tuh.....tapi dia lebih bersistematik daripada izan...Apa2pun, kami doakan semua kengkawan yang amik exam tahun nie...termasuk Zikri...berjaya dalam exam nie....Amin.

Friday, July 20, 2007

A person i call ENCIK...

Salam. It has been a month that I did not meet 'encik'....'encik' is the called for my beloved father.....the one an only father in the world....As the sms i got, encik really sound different when i called him. He seemed exhausted and i cannot hear his voice smoothly....
May be he was tired doing his hobby since years, gardening.....Sometimes, we as the children did not alwayz speak loud that we love our father so much....as much as we cannot compare to others. Though I know that encik will not surf this blog...but i want to tell to the world that no matter what, encik is my most beloved one......we have shared alot of memories together.....we used to jogging together....went to the market, have fun round Batu Pahat town on the motorcycle.....even during my kid's time, I slept and had bath with him.........Untill my form five, he was the one who sent and fetched me up from school. No matter what happened, his effort and love towards me and all his children will never be forgotten.....NEVER!!!!!!!
Insya-Allah after exam, i will go back to Batu Pahat......it's ok if i will go back for one day.....just to see him......may be i cannot hug him as i usually did during the old time........but i know that he can feel my hug thru my eyes....ENCIK, izan luv you so much....till we meet again

Thursday, July 19, 2007

Upps...

Salam. Yesterday I came late to the office. I expected that when the the time was 8.27 am and I was still looking for the parking. At last my yellow card was printed in red!!! We have technical meeting yesterday at 2.30 and it was ended at 6.30pm...
So, today, I promised myself not to be late again. Alhamdulillah, I reached at my room @ 8.17am. Today, as my third day, I spend my time to study on the module of appointing consultant.......While studying, I just thinking that Allah is the greatest....I have been applied for five times (two times with JKR, one with MPPJ, one with DBKL and one with PJC)....and all unseccessful. I have been practice myself as graduate architect for almost 10 years...and lecturing for almost a year....Now, I have the chance to work in kkdn....and it was really unexpected. I was given such a golden opportunity from Allah...plus the 'rezeki' which i think no one will be hardly to believe it. InsyaAllah, with Allah wills I will try my best to perform for the Malaysian.

Tuesday, July 17, 2007

Jeff met with accident

Salam. Last evening, Atah (Saiful's sister) called and informed that her husband met with accident and was in the emergency room. We were planning to go out for dinner and cancelled the date and quickly after perform Maghrib we drove to University Malaya Medical Center. Alhamdulillah no critical matter. His lips, part of the cheek, arm and leg were hurt with blood!!! Irfan and fathullah was so active and excited like nothing happened and had fun in a playground!!!!! Alhamdulillah, Jeff was okay and after the check up, the doctor informed that he can go home. So, that midnight we send Atah and Jeff to Keramat..... Abah and Mak also there with Yoh and our naughty Irfan. We reached back @ Dang Anum almost 1 am.

Monday, July 16, 2007

My brand new working place

Salam. Today is my first day registered in kkdn. @ d moment, just to know members in d department. Suddenly, last night Umairah had very high fever........our fever's medicine stock has finished and what else I can do except to wipe her with hot towel..... I was so worried because she did not give any sign of fever yesterday and it's happened out of sudden. Last2, my hubby had emergency leave and took her to the clinic. Check punyer check, Umai had tonsil problem and that's why Umai had that fever. Her tonsil became swollen and red!!!!
@ this moment, my mind is focusing at Umairah....if only this is not my first day, I might have taken leave to looking after her. Umai, Umi promise I will go back early today and take care of you tonight.

Tuesday, July 10, 2007

Moving to new working environment

Salam. Last week i got the offer letter from Ministry of Home Affair for the post of Architect in Contract Service. I was excited and thanks to Allah for his GREAT OFFER (beyond what i expected)........ rezeki anak2....Terima kasih gakz kat family coz doakan kejayaan izan. So, am i gonna quit from my lecturing?! Yup....it is not because i did not like teaching, but i got an opportunity which I think whoever got this chance will not just give up. Who knows one day, I will continue my lecturing back.........
Alhamdulillah......after so many times i have been looking forward to work in government sector, now only in the age of 34, i got a chance. IInsya Allah i will start my new job at Putrajaya in this 16 july 2007.

Monday, July 9, 2007

What is Culture in Architecure @ Design

Last Week FABE has a moderation session which held by members of moderator from Curtin University, Australia. That was my first experience in moderation. They moderate the module coordinator in all aspect ( module outline, marks given to students, students work, assignment and assessment, test/exam and how we prepare the answer). Alhamdulillah, I have done ,my task quite well. On Thursday afternoon, we have an unformal forum to discuss the outstanding matter. First session was full of disussion on culture.
In my personal opinion, Culture in architecture....they are related directly to each other. Culture is all about the way of life. We talk about Renaissance.....English architecture....Malay architecture....Chinese architecture....actually, do we really know how their architecture derive?History of architecture was from their way of living.Architect should study the culture of how the malay live in their day life if she wants to design a house for the malay...Same goes to house for the Chinese and House for the Indian. Other example is if the client for example practice english culture in their daily activity.....of course the character of their house will appear it is. In some development....why some development come with a an open planning house?....living and dining come together with a huge space?....It's because the culture of some the purchaser who like to entertain guests....malay always do family gathering....when they do 'kenduri', they will move all the loose furniture and make the space free for the visitors to just sit on floor...malay culture did not allow people to eat while standing......so, we eat while sitting right on the floor. Islamic culture is slightly different with Malay culture.....For designing a house with an Islamic Value , we can see that the house should have two entrance for male and female (even....in Arabic country there are some house design with a special entrance for ladies and they will directed straight to the first floor for the event).....That's why I believe that culture is closely related in design....if say, we want the design for the client who is malay.....we have to design accordingly to the their culture.......Same goes to other building.
Culture is not only raleven for a design in small scale. Say it if we want to design a school....we should study the culture in a school. How the users respond to the spaces.....How the planning and the spaces conducive to the users.......Same goes to if we want to design the prison!!! An architect should study the culture of the users in the prison.....the daily activities....the spaces conducive to all the users who has many categories...from guard to the prisoners....If we want to design for a hospital.......it will goes to the culture of the users of that particular hospital.....The planning is the most important thing......The other example on how the culture will influence the design is by looking to the site surrounding. Why Falling Water by Flank Llyod Wright is successful in design?....Why Richard Miere can design very well to suit to the site surrounding?...For me, it just because they have done their study in the cultur of site surrounding.......Can Falling Water be built in the anywhere in Malaysia?....Can Falling Water be built in anywhere in the flat land?....I don't think so....because the culture of the site surrounding has influence the building all out. The planning of the spaces was design accordingly to the site character. The culture for me is not only shown in the building appraisal ...not directly in the Corinthian Column.....the 'S' shape of chinese clay roof tiles..the very most important is in the planning......If the planning is excellent.....the spaces are meaningful.....when the spaces are meaningful, the senses of the space are there...and at that time...when an architect can highlight the planning with the physical appraisal.....for me, the architect did a very excellent job.
Actually, there are lots of other things that I would like to touch on culture.....May be one day if I be a lecture again....or evn not.....I will like to give a talk.....and write about what is culture is all about...........As for me...no matter what level the students are, their design should has the relationship with the culture.....Then only they can be a sensitive designer and responsive architect.

One Day Painting



Salam. This is painting done by my one and only Kholeeda which the frame was given by Pakcik Ayep ( my second brother). Abang Ayep is now active in producing graphic painting with selected colour. At the moment he used black and white and he started with old and conservation building in our sweet hometown, Batu Pahat.......JOHORE.

Monday, July 2, 2007

Miss the princesses so much


It has been two dayz Kholeeda and Umairah stayed with Maktok @ Gombak. (Sri Al-Amin announced for a short four dayz holiday fo all except the standard 6 students who are sitting for their SPPM's examination). We really miss their laugh, all the never ending stories, the quarells, they complete our life and really make all the dayz happening. ( I wonder how I will face the day if I will be sending to Kuching Campus next semester for as short as a week and as long as a month......)

More than three times a day we called them just to hear their sweet voice. They make themselves comfortable there and Mak tok said that she will send them back to Bangi this Wednesday...........Looking at their room...full of their own character....they are both contrast to each other. Kholeeda and Umairah...Ummi and Abah miss you so much.

Hari Persahabatan Sedunia


Salam. To everybody out there, I would like to wish u all a very happy World Friendship Day.....What is friendship is all about? Any relatiohship of two person or more, share stories..........good stories, bad stories, happiness, sadness.....support each other, be there when needed.....So, to all my friendz out there............Members of FABE....my primary classmate, especially Haniza(we were together since standard one)...my secondary classmate...Rehan, Jelly, Jijam, Nizek, Itik, Syafinaz, Leina Kelly,Majit, Zainariza, Lim Poh Lian(I wish I can meet this girl again......she used to cycle to school..pass by all the big drain with fresh kangkung inside)....Norimah....All my ex-collegues, Alex, Nor, Nora, CK...June, Ah SOh...Lili..Fizah,Kak Ros, Kak Rokiah....my ex classmate @ UTM, Sherul, Cheng, Shah, Faiz, Kak Ee, y, Kupye, Yuslan, Angah,Lina, Fendi, Norul, Azman, Kak Chik, Kak Af..Abang Rashid, Suriazah....Cekeng, and many more.....All of you make my life more meaningful in your ouw way.

Stress ooh Stress

Semalam aku dikejutkan dengan berita yang kerap kudengar tapi kalau boleh, tak mahu dengar langsun.Terus hati berdetik dan fikiran bercelaru. Nak kata hal orang lain, tak jugak. Nak kata hal sendiri, pun bukan. Entahlah, munkin cara orang lain berumahtangga tak sama dengan cara kita berumahtangga. Tapi apabila hal2 yang di luar bidang kuasa aku.,aku cuma mampu mendengar....nak masuk campur, terus dapat stressn dan langsung tak pie kerja ari nie.Doktor bagi mc , suruh rest....doktor kata kena pandai handle masalah. Masalahnya ia bukan masalah aku.....kalau tak boleh dapat young hyper tension. Alamak takut le pulak. Satu cara yang dapataku praktikkan ialah dengan buat mental block. Dulu, aku ade jugak dengar masalah orang lain. Bila dengar, sama2 cari jalan penyelesaian. Aku jadi pening sama. Tapi agaknyer, aku rasa ada eloknyer aku buat tak reti je. Bila aku campak masalah2 mereka jauh2, baru aku tenang sikit......Apapun yang mendatang, kita kena fikir secara positif.
Aku ambil peluang ini untuk menjatuhkan permasalahan ini kepada dua, stress yang baik dan stress yang tak baik......tak baik apabila ia menggangg kesihatan aku. Yang baiknyer, apabila ia menginagtkan aku kepada pentingnyer persefahaman dan saling menerima dan memberi dalam seuatu perhubungan..............

Sunday, July 1, 2007

We celebrate @ Titiwangsa Lake






Today, we celebrate Irfan's bdday at Tasik Titiwangsa.....KHoleeda won't miss to bring along her new brand bicycle given by Mak Tok on her birthday....she really enjoy cycling. Umairah not feeling well but still forcing herself to enjoy the mood. Everybody put an effort together. Irfan is now two years old.....While enjoying ourself....me and Saiful remind ourself our great memories @ green park in London.....All were there including....Tok Mummy, Adik AS with family...except Mak Chu and Mat Tam n hubby.....Fathullah as usual, with his own way.....our beloved Fathullah...

Enjoy our momento...

Staff Training @ FABE


Last week all of the staff @ FABE organized and successfully held a one week staff training. IT's was really fun and such a benefit to me and all of us. We talked on many subject and focused in many area especially the situation with problematic students. I was very interested in the topic on how to motivate and inspire student expacially in architecture field since lots of people nowadayz have a negative view on being an arhitect. Actually, it just a matter that the person who gave the bad view were the person who has bad experiences in the architecture field......wherelse, actually, there are lots of architect did very well with their profession......no matter during inflation....Actually stay up in architecture field is a fact.....yup!!! But stay up in what way?...Stay up with urgency...and urgency is not happen everyday.......so, anage your time properly.....No matter how, we need new generation to prolong our profession in the future.....as long as there are human beings.......architecture is still needed out there.....just look at England....has developed for so many years....earlier that Malaysia....architecture is still exist..So, let's share some of the photos......Bye